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SadnessAnyways, this is just another random pointless rantish type journal from yours truly.
I'm in an odd mood. I'm not sad... but I'm not happy... and I'm not neutral either.. I'm just... here. I hate that feeling >^<
So, this is really just me talking about whatever the hell I feel like because I'm bored and I can c:
Frigg man.. I kinda sound like one of those stupid whiny teenagers that have to go myspace all their problems and shit. Well, maybe I am one of those whiny teenagers. That makes me a hypocrite then doesn't it? Oh well.
I've only been here in California for a week but I'm really homesick. I miss the fresh air of Nova Scotia, the familiar and safe feeling of my neighborhood, you know.. stuff like that. And I miss my house and all my kitties... most of all I miss my friends and my mom. I really am a mommy's girl. I can't stand being away from her for more than a week I guess. In five weeks I'll be able to see her again and all my friends too. Can't wait guys <3
What else? I feel oddly lonely and out of place here.. like I don't belong. But I kind of feel like that a lot. I'm told a lot of people feel lonely though... even if they have people around them that they love and such.
Psh.. what an emo person I'm being. Hehe.
I still want to have a summer romance here but since I never leave the friggin' house I don't see that happening anytime soon. I gotta get a new swim suit and strut my stuff down at the pool ;D Haha, kidding.
But it wouldn't hurt to go down and maybe make a few friends here so I won't be so completely alone and bored.
Hmm... Twilight is only about 70% loaded.
I know I'm stupid for watching it. I mean, God, I don't even like the movie that much but whatever. It kills boredom. Ugh.. Justin (my step brother) is sitting on my chair. He's gonna break it. :c Dammit. He says I'ma break it. ARE U IMPLYING THAT I'M FAT?!
He just laughed at me. :c /emo
Hahaha, we kid, we love <3
He came over and cheered me up a bit. <3 I love him. I'm gonna miss him when I leave here.
JUSTIN! lol that's what he named himself in his Pokemon game on his DS.
Random. Anyways... so I'm going to see HP6 next week with my dad... that'll be fun <3 It's the only book in the series I read... well... my dad read it to me c: So yeah.
Wow. Justin just put Blind Date on the TV. WOW. >BT
...jeez. I feel so emo right now D:
WHYYY GODD WHYYYYYYY?
Today on the book of face I was emo too. I almost cried like 3 times because of Lulu.. I miss her and I miss everyone else. I feel like I have a huge weight on my chest for some reason.. like I can't breath.
That's really weird D: I just need to pop some happy pills... :c
85%... hurry up Twilight :c
Surrender every word, every thought, every sound. Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown. Surrender all the pain we've endured until now. Surrender all the hope that I lost it was found. Surrender yourself to me.
Sorry xD Listening to Surrender by Billy Talent. Love them <3
90%
Anyways... This song makes me wanna cry. Hahahaha, wow. I'm such a little baby. I want something sweet. I'm gonna go raid the pantry.
I got a Graham Cracker. Is that how you spell it? Yum.
LAWL. Justin is trying to make hard boiled eggs and I think he's failing. Haha, it's like 1:15 a.m. and that's what he's doing.
I'm gonna go get some more milk.
Got some milk and now I'm gonna go watch some AMVs then Twilight.
Tata <3
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Those who don't believe in magic will never find it.
Thank you as well c:
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Watashi wa KEBSsuu.
Watashi wa DONALDO-des.
You just got watashi wa'd! /shot
KEBS and RCRR will pwn the world.... srsly >:T
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After so many nights of rains have pass on..
there's no need to see the rainbow to believe it..
Canada is pretty amazing. Which province?
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Watashi wa KEBSsuu.
Watashi wa DONALDO-des.
You just got watashi wa'd! /shot
KEBS and RCRR will pwn the world.... srsly >:T
how about u?
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After so many nights of rains have pass on..
there's no need to see the rainbow to believe it..
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Watashi wa KEBSsuu.
Watashi wa DONALDO-des.
You just got watashi wa'd! /shot
KEBS and RCRR will pwn the world.... srsly >:T
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Watashi wa KEBSsuu.
Watashi wa DONALDO-des.
You just got watashi wa'd! /shot
KEBS and RCRR will pwn the world.... srsly >:T
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